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{January 15, 2008}   Crazy is…..

Crazy is watching Family Guy when you should be studying. It’s okay, though, because I am eating dinner. That was rationalizing.

Crazy is blaming your daughter for not getting a form when the reason you didn’t get the form is because you didn’t fill out the request completely. That one was my mom’s mistake!

Crazy is what I am going to be after this semester. I have two classes in which everything is due on the same days. They are back to back classes. I have research to do. A thesis to write. And a life to live…meaning work…

Crazy is not knowing what program I want to go into or what school is best for me. I just can’t get everything done alone!!!!

Crazy is, well, me….I am almost freaking out. I’m not quite there but getting close. There is so much fr me to do and I’m not sure of how to get it all done. Everything is coming down on me right now. I’m bad enough at making decisions, how am I supposed to make the decisions that will change my entire life? I want to do so much but I am at the important crossroad and don’t know which way to turn. I’m feeling lost and slightly abandoned, especially by my mom. She only calls me now if she wants something. I still haven’t decided how to cut my hair but I am positive that I want to do it. I want to donate it to Locks of Love.  Okay I am now going to study, eat some chocolate, and hope my low grade temperature goes away and doesn’t get worse. Have a great one everybody!



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